I'm not religious
I'm not religious, I never was and I don't plan to be. I have dealt with insensitive shit that people make about my tbi religious or not because they think it's free game. I've never been a fan, and honestly if you think I'm gonna laugh with you or whatever I'm not. In fact, get a tbi, an aneurysm to be exact then come back to me, okay? If you ever use what I've been through to minimize your problems or to feel better about yourself when it wasn't ever my intention in the first place don't talk to me ever, I spit on your kind. I only talk about my issues just to talk about them, to be a source for others to understand what some people with a tbi feel or go through.
Don't use religion on me, especially christianity because of my tbi, if you prayed because it's your thing do whatever the fuck you want I don't give a shit. If you are any sort of religion good for you, I will listen but me wanting to listen is different from me becoming it. Don't tell me to adopt your religion or assume I suddenly turned christian because of this, because that didn't occur.
Because why the fuck would "god" make me survive this and not do anything else? Not do anything else about situations I've been in before this or situations others have faced? Why would it be me of all people? I grew up christian because it was thrusted upon me, I dropped it before I was 10 on my own so why would it be me? I know about christianity mainly from my family who grew up or are in it, but I was never christian willingly. So why me?